Showing posts with label What i remembered. Show all posts
Showing posts with label What i remembered. Show all posts

Monday, February 23, 2009

Escape!

"Hey Glade, wake up! You have to see this. Its for you. Tadaa..Happy Birthday."

What?Aww Thank you. A blank book. Without underlines. White and nothing. But its beautiful cover though.

"Because it will be you who determined it. Its an Escape book. Write everything you ever wanted in life in it and promise me something."

Hmm?

"That you will try to fullfill it throughout you life."

Somehow its quite witty that it is called Escape. Why?

"Because I want you to call it that way. To escape."

From who?

"Yourself. Your always-limiting self ." He chuckles.

*blushes*

***

I found the book beneath my old collection box. It smells of old book just like a treasure that you stumbled from the library. Damp, rusty smell though. And I like it. Fumbling throught the pages, I wonder will i ever get my confidence back like I used to like that time?

Of course I will, i wouldnt dissapointing him. Or better, myself.

My first entry :

I want to be the happiest girl on earth.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

"Hey Glade. Come Here"


I remember that name. He used to call me that. It was that night.
Its breezy. Its bright. The night is still young.
Behind the college hall, everyone's everywhere. Yet there's no other people there.
Just us. Lying on the grass.

"Look at the stars"

Tell me.

"What?"

What you have been thinking.

"I cant show you any Orion, or The Seven Sisters..."

Haha, no, I dont expect you to tell me that, I wouldnt believe you even if you show me one.
So tell me, what are you thinking?

"..."

Simple question.

"You make it difficult for me"

Start with what we had gone through this afternoon. And the KYS. When you are across the room, the debate. I know something has bothered you.

"Okay, just a thought that we could immerse ourselves with the environment we are in.."
"As swiftly as a watercolour in a glass"

Contrary to me , that i would rather shut my eyes to sleep, and waking up after a long , long time. I guess its a form of escapism.

"No, you dont have to."
"La Tahzan. I promise I'll meet you there"

And he left, leaving me staring far to the stars for a long long time.